Wednesday, March 14, 2007
ytd i tink i did sometin dat wrOng bahx made hiim feel moody almOst da whole dae..sOmetmes realli find it hard to understand baObei..as well as myself..i noe it my fault to ignore eu but my gastric pain act up again on ytd ma..sowie abt tat..haix i see hiim moody i hope to make hiim smile but i duooe How? i noe im dumb...errrs Baobei u sae i fat rite oki lor i listen to euu i go on diet lor..haix...i noe im nott gd enuf fer euu...Wad wrong wit my ear dey pain mi alot...*pain pain...IS REPLYING MY SMS soo HARD Ma..I WAS kinda asking myself..haix.. Maybe it is bah cos he haf choir pratices..eh i tried call hiim too he din ans.. i didnt blame hiim cos i noe he busi
i tink it times fer mie to wake up to noe wad i did was wrong or rites le...
sOmetyes i tink of making dear hapie at the end i make hiim sad worse angry..I just hope tat he will concern by asking mi how u feel ur ear stil pain or pei mie go see doctor..maybe i should put myself in hiis shoes he has alot of thing to do bahs..errs ytd Baobei sae tis tat realli make mi feel im a burden to hiim lor he sae y u so weak alwaes here pain there pain de soli la i noe i weak..i hope tat he will show mie more care n love..maybe i m asking for too much M i? i knda ask myself tat dear sae he worry fer mi but sometimes i feel tat he jus sae onli but no action has realli shown tat
dear i wil go on diet de i promise..
Nvm la Shu ting be more brave n mature i m sure u can do it de
shu ting jia you
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i just wanted to say ...# ;
