to mie wad life...i keep making mistakes alot...no matter in wad tin...i not a perfect ppl...reall nott i dunoe wad i hab write in my blog tat make hiim feel he is a bad guy i dunoe wad make hiim feel tat ways...todaes i can sae i first tyes see hiim stress n he stress wit english..poor piiggy..
todea actulli i was kinda of surpised wen i saw my piggy waiting fer mi i was beri happie..kekex thks alot fer being dere...
to mie having hiim by my side is the hsppiest thing to mie n able to see hiim hapie is gd enuf fer mie realli...
dear thx alot

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todaes seem to be a tired to mi as what i can sae...TIREd tis word kept reflect in my mind...oh Gosh!! todae almOst kanna scolding from my Fnn teacher COs of my project again...heng at the end i told her i doing another part of my project n thx god i being SPARE by her..wad tat realli piss mi off was she told mi she will open the needle work room to do my recipe analysis..straight after my lesson jocelyn and i went down to dere BUD There no sight of her!..furious, and more on the worries way of mi...COs the deadline of my project is at 26 April for my godness sake..Some More my teacher actually ask mi " u break wit ur bf?"i was like stunned..why should they kpo abt such thing? okie enuf of all da..beside dat todae my lesson was quite relax dere math,english and journal..
after class i went to refill y water bottle and jun xiang accomapny mi..i was told by nazirul tat piiggy was looking fer mi i rush bac to my class straight..but i cnt find hiim after tat jun xiang went to canteen wit mi hoping i will able to see dear but i cant..i put down my bag and went to find dear aimlessly..first at his class, second i went to canteen, third foyer four i went to his class to search fer hiim but i din able to find hiim..i was kinda disappoined wit myself why would i go to refill water at tat point of times..sometimes i realli hope i can help the people around mi esp my dear lorr as fer dear i been trying my best but as fer my fren jun xiang i will try to console hiim..i can see he love jocelyn alot suffering i realli understand hiis feeling as he and myself are kinda in the same boat both of us love our love one i realli sense he is sufffering i realli pray hard fer hiim one dae he can find his true love,,some one tat realli suit hiim more n noe how to chersih and appreaciate hiim more..there a poem or saying
8 letter, 3 words and one meaning is it the sentence i wanted to sae to my dear * i love euu dear i realli wan to tell euu tat the feeling of searching u aimlessly was as if being lose in the forest which i lose the direction n no one guide mi..

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todae actually plan to go some place after skol cos piglet wan to go sell hiis cell phonec lor errs but he got the choir thingy which was important cos it is the audition for the SYF kekex i wiish he all da best haiya i hope he comfirm can enter de..serious! nva blaff.. i haf confidence in hiim i realli prefer baobei to be siao siao rather den he act cool...err make mi feel kinda of WEird lol SO DUN BE COOL BE CRAZY Okay?..
i realli hope tat he will alwaes be happie i realli feel hapie wen i see he happie kekex my stopid piig of mine.. look like a kid to mie realli...
Wah Die THERE LOAd of assigment for mi to complete but i gtg to go slp first b4 i got the energy to do dem wors..simply tired *YAwns slpy le
nites i gtg to slp le
deardear alwaes be happie tat tat the way to make mi happie...<3>

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i feel much betta lor but sOmetimes will feel dizzy..errs ytd n todaes hubby got choir thingy,,thx dear cos u worries alot fer mi sori cause u 2 worry fer mie err haix frankly speaking ytd i realli hope he will be my side n pei mi go see doctOr...i din blame him cos it a skol event ma..plus sumore SYF coming le i tink he dun haf much times wit mi..
tat y i miss hiim alot i dunoe whether he will miis mi ma i din see him ytd,todaes hopefully tml can c hiim bah cos working ma i hope tml he will not work extra time haix..i realli hope we can pei each other..i realli hope our birthdae moment will jus stop here i realli dun mind..haix but how can times jus stop fer me..SHU TING DUN sHA la stopid gal..
errs i noe hubby love mi but i realli wish to find out Wad is the postion i hab in hiim...no wad haix..my heart onli hab hiim sometimes i did wanaa to give hiim up but wenever i tink of tis my heart break cos i noe tat my heart loves hiim alot..i realli give hiim my whole love if he break my heart i tink i will do thing tat are silly..
dear dear i miises u alot n i hope everytimes u call mi ur voice will sound happie lor..i alwaes wait fer ur call so long de wen i see ur call i beri happie de...i wish u will be happie wit mi

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ytd i tink i did sometin dat wrOng bahx made hiim feel moody almOst da whole dae..sOmetmes realli find it hard to understand baObei..as well as myself..i noe it my fault to ignore eu but my gastric pain act up again on ytd ma..sowie abt tat..haix i see hiim moody i hope to make hiim smile but i duooe How? i noe im dumb...errrs Baobei u sae i fat rite oki lor i listen to euu i go on diet lor..haix...i noe im nott gd enuf fer euu...Wad wrong wit my ear dey pain mi alot...*pain pain...IS REPLYING MY SMS soo HARD Ma..I WAS kinda asking myself..haix.. Maybe it is bah cos he haf choir pratices..eh i tried call hiim too he din ans.. i didnt blame hiim cos i noe he busi
i tink it times fer mie to wake up to noe wad i did was wrong or rites le...
sOmetyes i tink of making dear hapie at the end i make hiim sad worse angry..I just hope tat he will concern by asking mi how u feel ur ear stil pain or pei mie go see doctor..maybe i should put myself in hiis shoes he has alot of thing to do bahs..errs ytd Baobei sae tis tat realli make mi feel im a burden to hiim lor he sae y u so weak alwaes here pain there pain de soli la i noe i weak..i hope tat he will show mie more care n love..maybe i m asking for too much M i? i knda ask myself tat dear sae he worry fer mi but sometimes i feel tat he jus sae onli but no action has realli shown tat
dear i wil go on diet de i promise..
Nvm la Shu ting be more brave n mature i m sure u can do it de
shu ting jia you

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hees yay fer the last few daes i didnt blog cos i no tyes to blog...i spent almost all my tyes wit baObei..Hahaas i feel beri hONOUR BECOS i m the first one to wiish my dear happie bd u NOe how ma i blaff hiim tat my hus clock spoilt hehe he believe sia LOLs he beleive my lies..NOT EASY TO BLAFF HIIM NOE..SENSE OF FUILMENT..hees 10 March was my birthdae n todae is my baObei birthdae kekex realli beri happie wenever i m wit my fatty pig..errs actualli i was quite upset at 9march i was sad cos of my result..which was SOO DAMM SUCKY.. i fail my amth guess how much i got..OMG i got onli 34marks soo paiseh F9 i got a good scolding fro my mum OMG was soo scary,,,COs of my teacher hu mention i was deproving cos of my dear n my poor time mangment...as fer my time managment i agreed but as fer my dear tat part i as tink DULL SHit lor..
i hate ppl hu anihow put the blame on hiim,,i wanna to prove to the teacher n my mum tat my grades will improve de i deprove is not BECOS Of hiim...Okies i dun wan to tok abt the sad thing lor
just now i went to white sand n TM err gone in quite afew game shop to look fer hiis games err i ait fer quite a long time but i tink it worth it lor cos i finally wait till he found the one tat he wan wad matter is he like it..i realli like to see hiim happie esp to see the smile he has put on in his face piglet is like a kid to mie err todae rite after skool went to buy bd cake fer hiim n sing bd song wit hiim i wonder wad wish tat the pig has make..
he notti dun wan tell mie..my bd gift from hiim is a addias watch th alot i love it alot.i brought hiim a game n wallet..hope he will like dem..although im impatient but i realli dun mind wait fer hiim to chose the game tat he like if he dun lye i dun see wad the point in buying rite..
.err i tink in my 17 years tis year bd is a memerable one..
keekx i tink onli EUU* will noe kekex..i love hiim even more le..gonna to Cherish hiim until siao..
thanks alot pig u give mie a wonderful moment all these while thx alot
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO DEAR DEAR

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Haix i dunoe todae why i m soo unlucky lor err can sae todaes quite sad ba lata 6.30pm is the mit da parent session Haix..tok abt the skool thing esp Abt FnN make mi wanna cry
i reali dunoe why i will alwes be sae by my FnN teacher..she either will sae abt my project not conpleted or will sae i being influnce by my stead haix i dunoe what make her tink tat..
i told my frens abt tat sOme told mi tat is she wanaa to break jason n mie up sOme told mi is her methods in a way that she provoke us n make us feel we are look down n motivate us fer our studiess..well maybe is she meant us good but i stil can accept her teacher method but not alwaes sae i being influnce by jason erm from my perspective is not jason fault lor
i realli wiish n hope tat tosdae evening the mit the parent session will go smoothly i scare of my teacher sae smth to my parent i might ended up breaking up wiit jason lor
ERm Maybe she realli wan to meant mi good bahs but haix,,
Wad to ddo she is my teacher n i m a student u canot expect mie to show her attuides ba well i will still show her my basic respect to her..
todae i was quite sad even although tml is my bd..oya i gt to thx my beloved fren fer the gift tat they have bought fer mi..Thx to choh wai,jocelyn and yi jun kekex
besides todae i tink i cry quite alot i realli nernous tat we canot be together n i make up my mind that i gotta to study hard for my coming O level exam..well dun alwaes sae myself was sad or scare le i tink he is also beri sad abt it he told mi tat he is willing to wait fer mie for the 6mths err put urself in my shoe imgaine ur bf n u haf broke fer 6 mths i not sure whether the feeling will still here ma maybe not tat strong le ba..
ERm tell mi wad to do Haix

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Haix todae in skool can sae quite boring bahs err i was inform that i have to go bac skool on sat fer my oral OMG tis sat is my bd fer godness sake
err 2dae skool fer mi can sae quite stressful cos of my amth i dun understand the chp on kinematic
i got confused the term displacement and distance haahas sound stopid rite.. overall i was blur in the lesson!
dear birthdae coming soon le kekex dunoe wad to giv hiim maybe go togethr to buy gift fer hiim la cos i dunoe wad to buy ma
<3>
mmuack LOVES PiGGies

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ytd i write my blog erm omG erm my interent somtin went wrong at the end my blog was nto being posted..i was so piss off by my blog..
okie bac to my happie moment erm ytd was my 21th anniversary wit my piglet...hahas he just got a new nick fro mine tat is chubby shorty(i will call him tat as i tink he is short bud cute to mie) hey ger hu read my blog hor he is mine le canot take away hiim fro mine wors bleahs..tis aniversary i was beri happie tell u wad erm the nite b4 our anniversary he work nite shift den hor he 来我的家陪我呐..好幸福..the next dae after work he came to my hus n pei mi too erm i m beri happie he beri bad wors he trick mi nei..i tot i call hiim he ddint ans cos he was at he basement of the airport n he told mie tat hor he hasd to extend his work time
he tis naughty boii mux spank his back side la blaff mi hees STOpid pig
after all i noe he love mie alot tis all few daes o moth he is beri good
mmuack loe hiim lot make mi wanaa cherish hiim lot..
he is the onli one whom i m serious in haas faithful gal nie..
TO mie Wad is happiness is to haf the love n concern from hiim i can be by his side whetheer he nid mi kekex
hahas our 2 year is around the corner le aha
the next chapter fer my dear n mie strive fer the deeper love
hao ma baobei

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